Oh that kid

is amazing. never in my life have i ever met someone like that boy. i dont just mean that in a romantic way. if we were not together and we still got as close as we are now, i would still feel the same way.  Intriguing, Ambitious. Hilarious.. and he gets me like no other person can. 

oh that kid is something else. 

and (even better) he makes me something else.

something that i like being 

completely and utterly happy.  

like a rock.

nothing makes me happier than being a rock for someone. being there to help a friend in their time of need. but sometimes, Im the one who needs reassurance, the one who needs to be told "everything is going to be alright".

i realized today just how terrified i am of the future. i just wish someone could see that.